SO IM TRYING TO HIDE MY FEELINGS, BUT ITS WAY TO HARD

SO ME AND MY EX ON PLAYING AN ONLINE GAME NOW AND IM TRYING SO HARD TO HIDE MY FEELINGS I JUST WANT TO SEE HIM AND KISS HIM AND I JUST WANNA BE IN HIS ARMS AGAIN, I HATE THIS SO MUCH RIGHT NOW, I WISH I HAD A TIME THING SO I CAN GO BACK IN TIME AND FIX ALL OF THIS AND NOT LET MY FAMILY TREAT ME LIKE CRAP AND JUST STILL BE IN SAC AND NOT IN THIS HELL HOLE I CALL HOME!!!!!!! SO IF I HAD 3 WISHES I KNOW WHAT THEY WILL BE FOR SURE, THE FIRST ONE WOULD BE TO OWN MY OWN HOUSE, THE SECOND ONE WOULD BE MONEYS SO I CAN START MY BUSS'S I WANT AND THE LAST ONE WOULD BE TO CHANGE THE WORLDS VIEW ON PIT BULLS, IS THERE ANYWAY I CAN GET 3 WISHES, PLEASE PLEASE  PLEASE